RAWR

okay chinese o levels are over and im like really freaked out. cause firstly, its the first time i didn't know how to answer the chinese question in the comprehension! crap. okay so i left it blank at first then i went back to it later, and i think i found the correct answer. haha but oh wells.
overall, i think the paper was okay i guess. it wasn't as difficult or as easy as i expected it to be. the comprehension was not as easy as SOME people said it to be. well basically its over and the only thing now is that the teacher marking thinks what i wrote was correct! (:
so the hols are here. 'whoopee' im screaming for joy as i continue studying and going for tuition like throughout the whole holiday. yay hooray me. -.-

stupid o's are here. to think its the holidays actually. well it hasn't exactly started anyway so i guess i'll study like mad tmrw cause chinese o's are like on monday. sigh i just hope everything goes okay.

okay i did utterly horrible this for mid years. ahhh but on the brighter side, i don't exactly have to go for the study camp at all. im quite upset cause i didn't get any A1's at all. not a single one. i got a miserable A2 though for combined humans. sigh i wish i had studied more. but its not like i can do anything about it anyway.

its back to studying for chinese O's. i guess to a certain extent, im kinda worried i won't do well for it. seeing that no one i know did well for it before, its really stressful. epecially when i need to use it for my L1R5. sometimes i hate school. its so damn effing stressful, like i have to study this and study that, and i can't do anything else at all. it pisses me off sometimes and it will result in me not studying. haha thats exaclty what happened on the sunday when i went for the phantom of the opera. i did not study chemistry until like 7 plus at night. haha it was a crazy rush. but oh well, at least i got a B. hmph, well i think its not that bad.

okay the mid year results are coming back tomorrow, and im totally freaked out. i started freaking out like just a while ago, probably like a few hours ago, considering the fact that i didn't go to school today, well fortunately, if not, i would have spent the whole damn day worrying about my effing results.

it feels utterly horrible to actually go to class and have your teacher tell you that you didn't do well. i mean its really demoralising, but thinking of it, its probably just to psych us out so we'll study for the o levels.

oh well, i think its better to know that i didn't do well earlier in advance so i wouldn't like be too depressed when i get my results back tmrw, i'll actually be hoping for a higher grade than just a pass i already know i won't do well for that certain subject. sigh, but thinking now, (trying to console myself) i had syf and it was like one week before the freaking exams so i kinda was pressed for time . i didn't exactly have the same amount of time as last year to actually study cause previously it was the final years. and i usually don't do very well for mid years. i never have in fact, except in sec2 i guess. hahaha

i just hope there would be like a miracle tomorrow. sigh

yes !! only one more week of exam left! yay, one more week, and it'll be over. finally, after the stressful last minute studying. =\ i don't know how i'll do this time, but i know it won't be very good. that's cause i haven't been studying! sigh.

but the good thing about the exams this time, our papers are rather spread out. so its not so packed. but its 3 weeks! sheesh,

i think i won't be able to hold out much longer. on the brighter side i have a holiday on tuesday! bio practical. wow. i know. thats really amazing.