RAWR

oh well ): its the last day of the year and theres roughly one hour left till the new year. argh. haha this year went by fast and stuff. sigh. nvm
anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (: haha have a happy and nice 2005! (:

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haha im back from hk.
well this trip was special cause there weren't anyway adults tagging along(:
that made it much much better. lol
anyway it was the first time my cousins went there so like they were kinda surprised and stuff. haha well bought lots of stuff.
the food there is really cool. some of them can't be found here.
but the only thing was that my luggage closing thing on the right side broke when i arrived in hk. making my luggage really lousy. haha and then like when i put all the stuff that i was gonna bring back into singapore, the wheels broke >.< . pfffffffffft
haha ah well i just used the strap thing which was really good haha
time sure flies. its the end of the year. like in a few days it will be 2005.
argh i dont wanna go back to school. especially to resume studies. hmmmm haha
i can't do anything to change it anyway why brood over it. =p

haha im at my aunts house now cause my family isnt home their in thailand and stuff.
anyway, im leaving this sunday for hk with my cousins. hmmm yeah i played sims 2 today! haha its kinda fun. lol
its like you're controlling the people in game. their life and stuff. haha
oh well. hmmm yup(:

hmmm its nearly the end of the school holidays already. ):
oh well. okay its raining here at my house and its really irritating. its damn noisy
i just finished tuition. and if im right im leaving on the 19th. next sunday . haha yup
but i'll only have one week left till school reopens after i come back. sigh
i think theres a traffic jam outside, theres lots of honking >.<
no ones at home now. except me
oh well.
should i go back to school on monday? haha i dont want to. but i'll see.
but i think i HAVE to. blah.
but its okay i guess. haha ironic.

okay today was pretty crappy.
went for the flu jab -.- which hurt. ugh oh well
but anyway then later didn't do much at all. just wasted time
oh then at night i followed my aunt and cousins to jean yip.
hmmm fell asleep there. haha cousin straightened her hair.
now my left arm aches cause of the flu jab. argh
i don't like injections. i mean who does. haha
came back from my aunts house. now im at home.
and i have chinese tuition tomorrow -.-"
i haven't done my homework >.<>.<

anyway i've been reflecting on things alot these few days. and its like it brought back the past.
i've been wondering and like its been tough all these years so much that i've gone through. without my parents and stuff. and people like ask me "don't you miss your parents ?" and stuff. and like during performances and concerts other people have like their parents down there rooting for them and showing their support for their children and i wonder, "where are mine?"
it usually doesn't come over me but i've been spending my life with my grandma and its fine. well at least i've learnt how to be independent.but i often feel like an orphan.with nobody who cares about me. and its bothers me.especially when i have good results or anything else. i can't share it with my parents.and i keep everything within myself.And like people just like start comparing me with others. and i just hate it. and they go oh its because he has help from so and so blahblahblah. just like go away.

oh well.

band camps over! hah well my lips are peeling >.<
and it hurts bad. i mean what'd you expect from 4 days of playing.
haha oh well
but its over. and theres no band for two weeks (:
but schools reopening really soon which really sucks. i just hate it. ugh
anyway i brought my instrument back. haha the small one back. cause i didnt like that big one -.- .
i think im going to hong kong like in two weeks. and coming back like on christmas.
well i was suppose to go with my grandma.
but she's going to thailand. oh well
so i WAS going by myself.
but now my two cousins are coming with me :). muahahahhaa
sleeping on tables is really bad. i think maybe like sleeping on the floor next time during camp would be much better. and its not so hot.
time passes really quickly its the end of the year again. hmmmm