RAWR

back from camp! concerts like tmrw night and i'm not exactly ready, maybe tmrw morn i shall go memorize the parts i havent done so. anyway camp was THE most tiring camp ever, there wasn't any break at all. there were so many "emo" parts of it. somebody just felt it was time to confront us, and so he did. it was kinda unexpected though, and to think i was the one he targeted. oh well, i didn't really care much cause i didnt reply him. then there was this silly sec 1 who started crying cause he tried to bitch and insult us and obviously got it back 5 times back. LOL in those four days, i slept at like 2 everyday and woke up at 6 plus, yeah and had to deal with some people. hmph, once something is broken its lost forever. so i think you could just forget it. haha and the "food chain" thing! haha its so hilarious cause they're still like talking about each other when they themselves are the ones who want (-coughs- d____l -coughs-) so badly.
despite all these stuff right, i think i was laughing like half the time. especially when your sitting next to a person who opens cans of laughters. =p
tmrw i stil have to pack my stuff before i go for the rehearsal cause i'm leaving for hong kong the very next morning after the friday night concert. so fast right? and its 6 in the morning somemore. sigh i think half the hols have passed meaninglessly.
anyway gtg sleep now so that i can wake up early tmrw.

oooh, maybe not. my so called recruit just like backstabbed us. hes gonna get fcuking hell and hes like some two-faced monster. oh wait, he probably, oh wait , DEFINITELY looks like one too. and my tutor is also a fuckinggayassmofobitch. wait they COMPLIMENT each other. hahahaha yknow at first i thought it would be okay. not all that bad but i just found out recently he has been like insulting us in front of his friends. oh what a shithead. and hes damn bloody SUPER EGO. i hate ego people. like wtf? they make me wanna crush them. and i always do in the end (: and my stupid tutor just likes to embarrass us. its not funny anymore if you do it more than a few times but EVERYTIME. you know what , i think you can get your stupid gayfcukingass outta my sight.
this is like one of those times in band when everything seems so horrible.
and i hardly am so vulgar but sorry! haha i can't control it.

oh the concerts in like less than 1 week!camps this saturday, and im gonna enjoy myself. hahaha

haha had a blast today. abdilah's coming back! hahaha, that means band would be like damn fun again. yay , well at least band isn't so boring anymore. a few more weeks to the concert! i just hope we can get everything ready by then. hmph, looking forward to camp and stuff.
i stayed over at my cousins house for like the last week and came back yesterday.

" some people just don't get the message, do they? haha actually its not really irritating me anymore, its getting kinda funny how you try to pretend. LOL"

i know that its been such a meaningless week. haha its like everyones so darn busy with their stuff and its doesnt sound like its the hols at all.
ugh yknow i start to dread band practices now adays, everytime i look at the schedule and like see that theres practice the next day, i dont exactly jump for joy as i used to. i miss my seniors. haha they make practices so fun and not all boring and stuff. but now i have to deal with lots of stupid stuff which makes it quite unpleasant. or maybe its just me. haha or maybe i feel like its horrible, while others think that its actually fun. but i don't really care :p to me its just dumb.
i have this feeling that if i dont do something soon, nothings going to change.
oh well, other than that, i think everythings just fine. lol

" you know when people just don't get the message you're trying to get across to them, like when you show obvious symptoms and that person just doesn't want to accept the fact. WELL YOU BETTER ACCEPT IT. haha or else.. actually nothing. i don't really want to be such an ass but when people try to be nicer and not say it in your face, then i think you should back off. but if you don't want to, then.. "

okay that was pretty random. yeah just random thoughts in my head. DO YOU KNOW I THREW MY NALGENE BOTTLE AWAY JUST FOR THAT? haha actually it was spoilt already lah, haha so it didn't bug me that much that. but now it does because i don't have a waterbottle. oh well. gotta get a new one soon. =p